carrying on.
My grandma always told me that when people love each other they want to spend all their time together. Her statement sounded a bit obsessive to independent me and usually resulted in a bit of an eyeroll. I didn't want to to feel like I had to do everything with the person I was with. It was too needy. Besides, very often the people I dated weren't too keen to spend heaps of time with me either, so it evened out. In some ways life was a bit lonely, but in time it gave me the opportunity to grow as I learned how to be okay with going out to events on my own. Then Seth came along and changed everything. We had been friends and workmates for ages so it was easy to start spending all of our time together. He knew me well and was hesitant at times, worried that perhaps I was doing what I thought he wanted and ignoring my own needs, but I genuinely wanted to spend time with him. All these years later I still want to spend time with him; hi...